CRASH

11:47 am: Hey everyone...
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09:27 am: Hi everyone..
Been a little while since I posted last. Well here is a quick update. This weekend I had Suzanna. We had alot of fun and she loved the fact that I am living with Heather now. She was sad to see me go again..so it was tough leaving on Sunday.

This weekend I finally met up with the band (Sandskrit) and they do want me to sing for them. We started practice on Sunday. I have been practicing their songs alot the last few days. Last night we had practice and the amp I was singing out of blew. So I had nothing to sing out of. So I ran home to grab my karaoke speaker...but when I got back I realized I didn't have the damn power cord. So I just sat back a listened to them play. They were working on a new song...but the song had no lyrics. So I sat there and came up the song lyrics. They really like the song I came up with. Ya know I think this is really gonna be a good thing. I hate the fact that I don't get to spend as much time with Heather the past few days but she is great about it. She sees how happy and excited I am about it and she supports me. I got the best girlfriend in the world.

I finally got my car's oil changed. Bad news about my car though is my turn signals died on me. But the problem is fixed now. They say it's going to snow this week. Man I hope it don't. I just do not want to deal with snow right now.

Well that's about it. Nothing much else to go into. Well I'm at work now..so better get back to it. Later all.

09:23 am: Hey everyone
well I was out sick on Wednesday. I left really bad. I spent most of the day sleeping. I feel better today. Damn...there ain't much to say beyond that. Life has been slow and boring. Well thankfully Suzanna is coming to visit this weekend. That will be really nice...I have missed her. Well that's it for now. Later.

12:15 pm: Hey there everyone...
Well this weekend was certainly eventful. On Wednesday Heather and I went to J Butlers and sang some karaoke. Todd White does the show there and for a small bar it was a good show. On Thursday we stayed in and watched a movie. On Friday we went out to Box Seat and partyed our collective butts off. It was really crowded up there and I got to hang out with Chris and his buddy Dave. They have a band and are asking me if I am interested in singing with them. I am going to go see them play today after work. On Saturday I was so hungover it wasn't funny. I couldn't function to well at all most of the day. But I did manage to run a cable line under the living room rug for our TV. Then I went to Party City and picked up a hielium tank and 50 balloons. Then at Target I got a t-shirt for Jeremy's b-day. Then around 7:30 we went over to Kristys and set up for Jeremy's suprize birthday party. We all had a great time sucking on hielium, drinking, playing games and singing karaoke. On Sunday I moved all the rest of my stuff to Heather's place. I started at 9am and didn't finish until 11pm. But it's all done now and the place looks great. A big thanks to Chris from work...he brought his van and helped move from 11am to 3pm. Heather's brother Jake also helped out with his truck. I am so tired today. Well that's it for now...time to get back to work. Later.

10:42 am: Whats up all...
Well this week is going ok. I haven't had a cigarette in almost 5 days. I haven't gone this long in almost 3 years. Let's just hope I don't blow it. I'm going to be moving the rest of my stuff over to Heather's this coming weekend. Then the real fun begins...finding a place for it all that is. Well I don't have a whole lot to say...just wanted to say hey to everyone. That and I am at work right now and I am bored out of my mind. Oh well...at least I am not as busy as I have been for the past 2 weeks. I should be thankful for a slow day. Anyways...talk to you later.

05:47 pm: Happy New Year! 2005
I remember last year I said that 2004 was going to be a good one. Well it had it's ups and downs but in the end came out great. 2005..well I'm not sure what to expect just yet. This is a whole new set of game rules. New place, new girl, some new friends. It's a whole new start. New Years Eve was fun. Courtney, Daniel, Gretchen, Billy and Jake were here with me and Heather. We drank our collective butts off and had a great night. Saturday I didn't do anything. Today I watched the Steelers win once again and Heather and I are going out to Goosbys tonight. I haven't had a cigarette in almost 2 days. and I'm not doing to bad. Well that's all for now.

Happy New Year's to everyone out there!!!!!!

11:01 am:

04:48 pm: PARTY!!!
NEW YEARS EVE PARTY!!!

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12:56 pm: (x) I Have Been Drunk
(x) I Have Smoked a Cig
(x) I Have Smoked Pot
( ) I Have Done Cocaine
(x) I Have Done Other Drugs
(x) I Have Thrown Up In A Bar
(x) I Have Flashed Someone
( ) I Have Posed Nude
(x) I Have Purchased Pornography.
(x) I Have Been Caught Masturbating
(x) I Have Pissed On Myself
(x) I Have Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
( ) I Have Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) I Have Made Out With A Stranger
(x) I Have Gone On A Blind Date
(x) I Have Been In Love
(x) I Have Been Dumped
(x) I Have Been Married
(x) I Have Been Divorced
(x) I Have Snuck Out Of My Parent's House
(x)I Have Hurt Myself On Purpose
( ) I Have Killed Someone
(x) I Have Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire
( ) I Have Crashed A Friend's Car
(x) I Have Shoplifted
(x) I Have Stolen Something From My Job
( ) I Have Been Fired
(x) I Have Been In A Fist Fight
(x) I Have Been Tied Up (sexually)
(x) I Have Been Arrested
(x) I Have Ridden In A Taxi
(x) I Have Skipped School
(x) I Have Had A Crush On A Teacher
( ) I Have Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
( ) I Have Celebrated New Years In Times Square (not really in Times Square, but in NYC nonetheless)
( ) I Have Been To Japan
( ) I Have Been To Europe
( ) I Have Been Snowboarding
(x) I Have Eaten Sushi

12:35 pm: Hey there...
Well Christmas is over. Friday I had to work but only until 3:30. After work I went over to Heather's parents. Had dinner there. Then went home, watched a movie and went to bed. On Christmas we got up and I made breakfast for Heather. Then we opened gifts. I got the Linkin Park and Jay Z CD, 2 more superman t-shirts, another shirt that said "Let me stop everything I am doing and work on your problem" she got me that for work..lol. Also got some new boxers, socks, a wireless controller for my game cube, jeans...I think that's everything. Then we went to see Suzanna. I gave her her gifts..she really liked the Shrek Operation game. Suzanna got me some Spiderman gloves :) Then we visited Barb and Gil (Suzanna's grandparents) Then we went to Heather's parents. Her dad gave me a $25 gift card for Harris Teeter. Jake gave a beenie. Later that night after we got home Phillip and Kristy both called me to see if we were coming out to Box Seat. We were both so tired we just stayed home. Sunday I moved some more stuff from the apartment to the house. I shaved my head again. Then we went out to K-Vegas to sing. Well on a good note I finally made it to finals in the karaoke contest...but on a down note I had to put up with some drunk asshole who kept coming over and talking to me and Heather. He got so annoying I just wanted to beat the shit out of him before the night was over. Well seeing as how the bartenter and half of the people working there were drunk off their asses I don't think Heather and I will ever go back to that place ever again. It just turned out to be a very shitty night. Well that's about it for now. Heather and I are planning on having a New Years Eve party this Friday. I hope everyone can come party with us. It should be alot of fun. Well...talk to you all later.

12:33 pm: Merry Christmas!!!
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10:15 am: hello all...
Well there has been some changes in the last week and this weekend. I'm moving in with Heather..(that I covered in my last entry). This weekend I moved my couch and most of my kitchen and bedroom stuff to her place. I'll be moving the rest of my stuff over the next few weeks. I love being able to spend more quality time with Heather. She is one of the most important things in my life, next to my daughter and my friends. Unfortunatly I haven't been able to spend much time with my daughter or my friends. Suzanna has been spending time with her grandma who is moving back to PA next year. I also know that it will not be long before Suzanna will be moving up to PA as well...which means insead of only seeing her every other weekend I will only see her a couple times a year. That thought makes me really sad to say the least. Another thing thing that upsets me is that my friends don't seem to have the time or the want to hang out anymore. I used to hang out with Gretchen all the time but since her and Billy have been together that has changed...not just for me but for all her friends. Billy's so into the relationship we don't do much of anything anymore either. Jeremy never seems to want to do anything anymore either. Even when I used to live in Brown Summit he would stop by every once in a while. Now it seems he doesn't want to hang out at all except at Box Seat. Plus everytime I want to hang out with either Jeremy or Kristy they never get around to calling me back. Seems that lately the only one that calls me or hangs out is Meredith and her new boyfriend Brian. I am in a relationship, and I haven't changed at all. But it seems everyone else did. I feel like I just left high school and everyone has gone their separate ways. Or maybe it's not what I think it all. Maybe I have changed a little. Maybe I'm not as fun as I used to be. I don't know for sure...all I want is for all my friends to be happy. But I don't see that in most of them. I wish things were back to the way they were a year ago...it was so much simpler then. Well that's my deep thought for today. Let's just say I have alot on my mind this holiday season. And I just hope that everyone makes it through to next year, happy and healthy. Well beyond my deep thinking for today here is the short of what happened this weekend. Friday: Went out and hung out with Meredith and Brian at Box Seat. That was fun. Saturday: Big moving day...worked most of the day getting some of my stuff to Heather's place. Then we went to Box Seat with Jake. Hung out with Kristy and Jeremy. We were going to go back to kristy's place but I actidentaly hurt Heather. I pulled her to hard out of the booth (I wnated to dance with her) and she fell on the floor. I was so embarrassed and felt so bad. We left not to long after that. Sunday: I got up and made Heather breakfast in bed. Then we watched the Doors movie and took a 2 hour nap. Then we watched another movie and then went out to K-Vegas. Heather qualified to go to finals. I didn't make the cut yet. I don't care if I make it or not. I don't take my singing to serious much anymore. Plus the finals is on Super Bowl Sunday (right after the game) well I already know that I do not want to be there on the Super Bowl. I want to be with some friends...getting drunk and having fun. Well we hung out with Meredith and Brian for a while and then we left early. I came home only to find that Brodie (Dawn's dog) had chewed up my OCC hat. That pissed me off...but not real bad. I can always get another hat. well that's about it for now. Later all

12:27 pm: Weeks almost over...
Well its been a busy week. Well one big piece of news I have to share is that Heather and I are moving in together. We talked about it last weekend and we are going to do it. I have started packing. I should be moved over to her place by mid January. Other than that not alot has been going on. Last night we went to Box Seat and hung out with Meredith and Brian. We all sang some songs and I had a whole two beers. Our tab for the evening was $4. Damn...are we party animals or what...lol. Thats about it really. The weekend is going to be fun I think. Busy but fun. Heather and I will be doing some moving, cleaning and painting. Well talk to you all later.

09:46 am: hello there...
Well the weekend is gone. Here is the skinny on what all happened. Friday night my mom and dad got into town. Saturday afternoon we went to Eden and picked up Suzanna. They spent the afternoon and then went back to the RV for the night. Heather and I went out with her brother Jake to Box Seat. I only had a few drinks...everyone else was smashed. I never saw so many drunk people in my life. Without going into to much detail...it was crazy. Sunday my mom and dad came over to Heather's and we watched football. Steelers won again. 12-1...freak'n awsome!!!!! After the game was over Heather and I went out to K-Vegas and caught DeHan's show. We hung out with Meredith and her boyfriend Brian. We had alot of fun and had a great time. Well not much else to report for the weekend. If something exciting happens this week you know I will let everyone in on it. Until next time this is the CRASH guy...signing out. Later.

01:11 pm: Hey everyone...
Well I haven't posted for a while. Nothing really to talk about. This week has been your typical week really. Work has been busy. I did take off on Tuesday which was nice. Tuesday night Heather and I went out to Clubhouse. It was dead as usual up there. We sang a few songs..ended up leaving early. Wednesday we watched Smallville...(as normal) Thursday night we went out to Box Seat. It was cool. I sang "Turn The Page - Metallica" and "Torn - Creed". Heather and I were having fun...that was until this girl (can't recall her name)..she is a new waitress up there. Well anyways..she came over and was talking to us...then she just made herself at home at our table. Heather said she apparently has the hots for me. It appeared that way...that is after she asked me how long Heather and I have been dating...and then she bought me a shot and a pitcher of beer. Heather got really pissed..so we left early. Heather got upset...but as I see it she should be happy. I mean ain't it nice to know that other people think your boyfriend is hot but that you got him. There's no need to be jealous when she knows I would never cheat on her. I love my sweet Heather. Well that's about it for now. My mom and dad are coming to town tonight and will be here over the weekend. Don't know yet what we are going to do...but I'll let you know how things go. Later all.

01:15 pm: Monday Monday...
Well it's Monday again. This weekend was fun for the most part. I picked up Suzanna on Friday. When we got back into town we had dinner at Wendy's. She played for a while and went to bed around 9:30. Saturday we had breakfast at Carolina Diner. Then went and saw Spongebob Squarepants the movie..it was cute. On Sunday we didn't do much. We went over to Heather's place around 1 and she played with some of Heather's dolls. Around 4:30 I took her home. I got back to town around 7:30 and Heather and I were on our way to get something to eat when Jeremy called. We met up with Jeremy, Kristy and her mom at Players where we got something to eat and watched the Steelers game. Then we left and called it a night. I was getting ready for bed when Phillip called and asked if Heather and I wanted to come out to Goosbees. I told him..maybe next weekend. Then Meredith called to see what I was doing and to tell me she was in K-Vegas (formerly the In-ZONE) at one of Dehan's shows. Turns out they are having a karaoke contest from now until Super Bowl Sunday. The grand prize winner will get $500 after the Super Bowl. So I may just have to go there to qualify next Sunday. Well that's all that's going on right now. Later all.

04:01 pm: QUOTES ABOUT COURAGE
From caring comes courage. -Lao Tse

There are no maps to where no one has gone before. -Kodak ad

Courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome
danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm
inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good; that everything is
meaningful even if in a sense beyond our understanding; and that there
is always tomorrow. -Dorothy Thompson

Courage is doing what you're afraid to do. There can be no courage
unless you're scared. -Eddie Rickenbacker

If Columbus had turned back, no one would have blamed him. Of course,
no one would have remembered him either.

And the things that we fear are a weapon to be held against us...
-Rush

Fortune sides with him who dares. -Virgil

It never troubles the wolf how many the sheep may be. -Virgil

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare, it is
because we do not dare that things are difficult. -Seneca

Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgment that
something else is more important than fear. -Ambrose Redmoon

You cannot discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose
sight of the shore.

Keep your fears to yourself, but share your courage with others.
-Robert Louis Stevenson

Don't be afraid to take a big step if one is indicated. You can't
cross a chasm in two small steps. -David Lloyd George

Anyone can hold the helm when the sea is calm. -Publilius Syrus

A ship in harbor is safe, but that's not what ships are built for.
-John A. Shedd

Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.
-Mark Twain

Far better it is to dare mighty things, even though checkered by
failure, than to take rank with those who neither enjoy much or suffer
much, because they live in the gray twilight that knows not victory
nor defeat. -Theodore Roosevelt

The only way to discover the limits of the possible is to go beyond
them into the impossible. -Arthur C. Clarke

The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot.

Nothing ventured, nothing gained.

Pay no attention to what critics say. No statue has ever been put up
to a critic. -Jean Sibelius

Good judgment comes from experience, and experience comes from bad
judgment.

He who tries can fail. But he who doesn't try, already has.

You can't steal second base and keep one foot on first.

Nothing will ever be attempted, if all possible objections must be
first overcome.

A great deal of talent is lost to the world for the want of a little
courage.

12:14 pm: Hello there...
Well what's up world? Nothing much here. Last week took a toll on me. Heather an I went out every night from Tuesday to Saturday last week. And amazing as it is...I'm not broke. Bill and Michelle came up to visit for the weekend. That was cool. I got my car fixed on Monday. Kenny and his friend Chris helped me out. That only cost me $180.00. I'll pay my rent today and still have $150 left over until next Friday...now that's nice. I am so glad I finally have my finances under control. It took a long time but it was worth it. Well this week has been slow. Sunday I watched the Steelers win once again...NICE!!! On Monday I stayed home and played Need For Speed Underground 2 most of the night. Did the same thing on Tuesday. On Wednesday I went over to Heather's and we watched Smallville. Today has been slow so far. Heather and I are going to the movies tonight and see "National Treasure" Should be a good movie..I have heard alot about it and everyone says it was really cool. Kinda like a mondern day Indiana Jones. Well that's about it. I'll be having Suzanna this weekend. Don't know what we will do yet. Maybe I will take her to see the Spoungebob movie if she hasn't seen it yet. Well back to work. Later all.

12:01 pm: Thanksgiving
well Thanksgiving has come and gone. I spent most of Thursday sitting on my ass watching American Choppers, waiting for my brother to get into town. They got in around 3pm. Heather went to her uncle Billy's for dinner...but she brought me back some leftovers. That night we all went out to Box Seat and saw a band that was planning up there. They were ok. On Wednesday Jason was in town and we all went to Clubhouse and saw "80zEnuff" they were pretty cool. Jason got wasted and ended up staying overnight at Heather's place. Jeremy and Gretchen both came out to Clubhouse with us. It was a fun night. Well this weekend I am going to work for a few hours on Saturday. And I plan on spending as much time as possible with my brother...seeing as how I don't see him much. It's been about a year since he has been up to see me. Saturday night we are going to Box Seat and we are going party like crazy. Well that's it for now. Later all.